Thursday, March 14, 2013

Lessons on bee-ing

Back in October, while winterizing the Algarden hives, I got stung 3 times. I have been working with bees for 4 years now and have been stung many times. But this time, I had an unexpected, unfortunate and much dreaded anaphylactic allergic reaction. I had to give myself the epipan shoot. The experience was shocking, scary and an absolute adrenaline rush. Fortunately, I was ok, and the bees were ready for the winter so I had some time to think about what to do with the bees and how to re-establish my relationship with them before having to open the hive again.

artwork by my dear friend Sunny Solwind

I would had never thought it was possible to fall in love with an insect. Nor would I had thought that I would get so depressed and overwhelmed over a lost relationship with them. But there I was, sobbing in my couch, feeling as if they had "broken up" with me and their "medicine" had become my kryptonite. I had to stay away from them, but I could not bare the idea of giving them up or not having them in my life. 

Bees have thought me so much. The way I garden has been affected by the bees, I always make sure to let my vegetables go to seed so the bees can enjoy the flowers. I make sure there is nectar available for my bees year round, flowers have a new meaning. My view of our integral interconnections with nature, with food, with the universe, with all bee-ings has been forever transformed. I have learned about the "Bien" (bee in German is: Biene) The concept of the bien represents the undividable entity of the hive, as something which is beyond the sum of its small and many parts. Bees have taught me lessons about social life and how to treat each other. I learned about the different mythological and symbolic expressions of bees throughout the world. Nowhere to begin understanding the perfect geometry they are able to create to maximize space and storage. Their zonohedral geometry has set me on a magical journey unlike any other. It will be impossible for me to describe the spiritual connections and experiences that I have had with this magical bee-ings so I won't , and no words can describe the sweetness of their honey and how much I have enjoyed it...

Needless to say, I agonized over my lost relationship with bees. I would wake up from dreams saying apis mellifera. I was so sad and trying to understand what they were trying to say to me. I would sit in meditation and try to listen but kept being distracted by my ego in pain. It took me a while but it is slowly coming to me. It first came on the way of three great friends who wanted me to teach them about the bees. I felt so honored to get that request and figured that by teaching others I can keep my bees and have them do the close up work with the bees while I stand on the side. 

Later, in a ceremonial journey, I became a bee! I was able to experience the immense grief that the bees are experiencing. The tremendous loss not just to their species but to ours and the great devastation we are inflicting on our beloved pacha mama. It was a sadness unlike any I have ever experienced, the sadness of an entire species. At that moment, I surrendered to the great mystery and asked what I could do. How I could be of service. The answer was not clear, but later that month I received an invitation to join the College of the Melissae. I was so excited to learn about this group of like-minded woman working around the magic and mystical wonders of the bees. I signed up right away to the one year program on sacred bee keeping. 

I knew it then, that my calling was to be a bee priestess. To teach and protect our bees. My dream is still formulating but I want to create a bee sanctuary, a sanctuary for bee-ings. A place to bee with the bees and learn about them, heal with them and through them. I do not know the specifics yet, I'm letting the mind wonder and dream for the time bee-ing and I trust that the bees will continue to guide me in the full manifestation of this space. 

For the time being, I'm finding ways to stay involved and connected to the work that is being done to preserve and educate about bees. I attended the bee symposium and we talked about ways to implement flower rows to industrial agriculture, especially for the almond industry in California which produces 95% of almonds in the US and is dependent on bee pollination. Thousands of hives from all over the country get trucked to the area for the 3 weeks that the trees are blooming and then trucked somewhere else as it becomes a food dessert for pollinators. As a Landscape Architect I see myself as being able to play a role in the environmental planning and design of large agricultural spaces to build habitat for pollinators. That is, after all, the quintessential goal of Foodscaping, creating productive landscapes for all species.

Next week I'm going to visit the "Centro de Investigacion y Rescate de la Melipona Maya" The Research and Rescue Center of the Meliponia Maya Stingless Bee in Tulum. The Melipona is an endangered specie and this center is working with local people to teach them how to establish hives, care for them and promote habitat. I'm looking forward to meeting the Melipona and learning some lessons from this group and what they are doing.

I also took the first steep in my educator role and taught my first bee-keeping class, I could not be happier! My students are phenomenal and a great motivation. We opened up both hives (Estela and Gloria - my grandmothers,) we found the queens. They looked great, big, healthy, laying eggs, and ready for the spring. I'm so grateful that they survived the winter. The bees bee-haved like the true ladies that they are and no one got stung. We were all gentle and the experience was beautiful. I had missed my bees so much. Bee-ing in their buzzing is the best medicine. Bee-coming one with the hive is an experience unlike any other and I highly recommend for everybody to experience it at least once in their life time. 

I believe that the allergic reaction I had was a call for action from the bees. It is a big challenge but I'm feeling inspired and up for the task. It is a project that will require the help of many and I'm infinitely grateful for all for your constant and future support through this experience of bee-ing.

With honey in my heart, blessed bee!


Georgia, local ecologist said...

Happy you are well. Beautiful story!

Laura Bee said...

How Blesed we are to have you amongst the Melissae. It is so amazing that we continue with this work even after being threatened with serious allergy! Such is the deep nature of this love and also a preview into the Elusian Mystery with which they are associated.
Thank you for this lovely written work.
Bee Blessed Dear Bee-Loved,
thank you for your service to the Pollinators,
Laura Bee
Director, College of the Melissae

Monica said...

Thank you so much for sharing your inspiring journey! Truth and honesty is the path to success- tru learning comes from truth, thank you again, Dear Sister,

xo Monica, your Melissae Sister!

Algarden said...

Thank you for your comments and encouragement. I'm excited and honor to be on this path.
Patricia Humming Bee